now that i move out cause of some personal reason, i decided not to be so low profile, and i should be proud cause i should put personal reason aside not as an excue but a chance for mi to be independent..RITE??
after moving out for a while, i learn so many new things,
of cos i will move back cause there is still ppl i need to handle and take care
but i feel a bit relunctant now..shit!!!
there is lots of first time that happen to mi during these days
first time...
-washing clothes,
-doing my own laundry plus folding
-thinking hard to cut down on expenses
-force myself to take bus instead of cab, save money
-shop for my own daily use items( e.g. food )
-clean and tidy my room now and then
-fold my own blankets
-eat onli bread and vita soy every morning
-miss home so badly
-miss cobi like hell
-feel real freedom
-sick but nobody attend to
-bother to sweep my floor
-bath with very limited usage of shampoo and stuff, save money
-throw my rubbish on my own bin
ok ok....you wont understand...!!!
anyway not trying to make you guys pity mi, please don't cause i totally don need that
but feel proud of me being able to look after myself and being independent...yea
ok why i move out..??
reason being, i have too many stuff to handle at home so i decided to take a break before history repeat again...clear??just some personal reasons that i don really like to mention and please don ask why, cause i am not the kind of ppl tat will wan to sit down and pour all my problems out.BIG NO NO
and i realize i get irritated by some things real easily nowadays, unexplainable. but i really got no more space in my brain to think why, so..haha
anyway just some updates about my work place, i love that place more and more each day..
i begin to click well with ppl around better and better after time passes by.
and because i understand the system more, i am not so blur anymore and instead i think i can be a helping hand instead of a burden stone now..hehe
maybe not true la, but thats wat i wanna to achieve during my attachment..!!!
anyway, big big sorri to those tat wanna to meet mi but have to postphone...
i am real sorri, my schedule now is so tight up, i don even have time to pack my stuff and go home, plus i don even have time for facebook too....
ppl who love mi will understand me:) i guess..hehe
ciao...peeps
tis is wat llife is all about, ups and down...sad to say i am at the down side now, but......
tis is wat llife is all about, ups and down...sad to say i am at the down side now, but......
