Wednesday, January 23, 2008
have been tired lately...don noe why
monday..went the hyatt for training for the upcoming air space at changi..will be serving lots of staffs and pilot...sad tat aikho and evi will not be doing with mi..emoed...they will be working at charcoal for tat one week...luckily baby is with mi...lots of friends more.. :)
had my tr today..not too bad..had 25 pax today..then after tat went baby house eat the fried rice he teach mi to cook..he is my si fu..haha..so so so nice..cause is a cook and he teach ma...hahahaha
he send mi home..dad saw us..and he didn say anything..i am so HAPPY...
was feeling emo over somethings..hard to say..its just a feeling..a sad feeling..wanna to expose everything but i cant..sian!!!
baby..no more fullstop le..
i hope tat we will understanding each other more..and give in more..it takes both hands to clap and i am willing to walk together and share burden with you..
sorri to always make you angry,piss,wait,and many more things tat you are upset with you..but you still bear with all my stubborness, my stupidness, ignoreness and many many things more...hope i spell the spelling correctly..
i love you baby..!!
9:30 PM
Friday, January 18, 2008
lots of things happen within these few days..haiz.. my dearest yisan..you must be strong..your sisters will be always there supporting you one!!! don noe why..i just feel super emo after hearing the news..i cant control my tears when i heard it on 15/jan 2008..luckily baby is there to console mi..feel better with him around.. my dearest san..you must noe tat even the world falls..we will take care and protect you from anything..you are always one of the best sister i had in my whole life..jia you!!!i noe nothings will let you fall cause you will also stand up and face it one!!love you san!! school reopen le..haiz..so boring..all theory..no more cooking lesson le..emo..i can no longer show off the food i cook to my parents!!nvm..i can cook tofu with minced meat with baby and my sisters to eat haha.. i don noe should i say..but sometimes i really feel such a failure..cause i cant gain enough of your trust and cant give you the kind of secure feeling..everytime you say those things..i will just feel useless again and again..haiz.. and when you say you trust tat the most..i feel damn emo la..you should noe why..but i just remain silent for tat moment cause i don wan anymore pissing here and there.. i love you..FULLSTOP..nothing more..
12:29 AM
Tuesday, January 08, 2008
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Monday, January 07, 2008
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Wednesday, January 02, 2008
GOING TO MYAMMAR SOON...in less then 10 hours i will be on the flight and will miss everyone..especially..my silly pig..!!
HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE..didn have time to upload any pic..will do it after i am back on the 7 of jan..take care everyone..
and my pig better not injure himself if not i will fly back and poke you!!
love you..baby!!will miss you like hell..*30000000 times..
<3
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