Wednesday, October 31, 2007
the lovely couples
we are the crazy loving sisters.
my world best mummy..i love her
the popeye meal!!
eating prata..cheese de..super nice!
had my practical in kitchen on monday...it was a very successful one..the rice and the chicken are both damn nice..and the teacher treat mi and aikho super good wor.haha he help us alot and keep coming to us and say funny funny things..tell us how to help pictures too..so cute..like him so much!!
we help justin to celebrate his birthday by giving him a suprise plan..the plan is long la..so imagine..k..it was lso a successful one wor..he was stunt and really believe i fell and bleed a lot..but i run till i nearly vomit sia..
actually wanted to go visit my poor yan..but sorri..i cant make it today..cause daddy's flight is 9...and san...help mi pay for the chalet first le..thanks laopo muacks!
yan..must recover soon wor..
san..must study hard and win the battle..kk
daddy is CAME FROM CHINA LE..
mi,sis,mummy and popo go pick him up..
first thing i go to the delifrance wanted to order somethings to eat..the stupid staff..give mi a super stupid atitude lo..then she haven finish talking..i walk away le..
when to buy popeye meal..the onli outlet in singapore..which is at changi airport..tell you hor..the mash potatoe is heaven ar..!
9.30..daddy is out..i see ppl taking the paper to find ppl..i also wanna to do tat and write daddy's name on it..but too bad no paper..!
then when daddy come out..b4 he totally step out of the door..mi and my sis ka jiao him...
we said"daddy got buy present"
daddy"no wor.."
we said"then you go back in..don come out.."
haha...then we went jalan kayu eat prata and i treat them eat wor..
friday donating blood wor..haha..think i will laugh..i don noe why..but when i feel pain..instead of crying..i will laugh instead..
last time when i had my injection..the doctor inject mi..instead feeling scare..i wanna to laugh but because i scare the needle break so i don dare too..diao..weird mi!
studying tml at mac..sad sad
going to australia at the end of the end with my sis..happy..but i feel like going taiwan le..aiya..see how.then also going to genting with friends and cousins..wow..fully pack le..don noe hor..the money like drop down from the sky sia..
luckily mummy and daddy paying half for the australia ticket..hope is full..let mi use my washing brains skill to wash their brain..haha
12:03 AM
Sunday, October 28, 2007
tis is our past..i draw it myself and sew it needle by needle myself..
and noe..i got to forget it myself. and i already did tat..
i seldom have emo post...and i hope i have less of it..
moving on is part of life..
having memories is a wonderful thing
everytime going thru places i will start thinking.
i didn say yes to those i should because i noe i cant move on yet..
because i noe i cant let go..its silly to hold on to somethings tat you cant..
i noe tis theory but i just cant follow..because i was sad
listening to songs,passing thru memorable places,seeing familiar stuffs about the past just make mi wonder...and bring mi back to the past again..
but no more..cause I QUIT..
should i say out how i feel..YES I SHOULD..
for the past few weeks..i am living in sadness and loneliness,
wat making mi survive us our memories and the things you give mi..
i nv mention to anyone how much i miss you
i nv tell anyone how hurtful i feel
because i can handle my feelings well
if i can rewind thing back i wont..because i noe we are not compatible and we will not be happy..
althought things nv work out..but at least we tried..it is painful for mi to let go..but i did it.
saying all these not because i am weak..its because i wan to let go and shout out loudly"you have onces occupied my heart deeply b4,letting mi to do things i nv imagine,letting mi feel happy,letting mi wan to see you every single day..but since loving you tis way is wrong..then..i have nothing to say.."
you wanted a mature love..and i cant give..]
wats mature love??about being able to survive for not seeing each other??
i don noe abt it..maybe i am still being childish believing tat seeing you will fill my day with light.. peharps i am wrong..i love you but i love you in a wrong way..
tats all the past and now..
everything is like a play...,like a drama,like a movie
all play has to end,all drama has to stop,all movie has to come to a beautiful fullstop
and my fullstop is nicely dotted onto this relationship i had onces...
goodbye to the past..
I AM HAPPY TAT I DON HAVE TO STRUGGLE FOR IT AGAIN..BUT MOVING ON HAPPILY..
11:35 PM
Saturday, October 27, 2007
the guitar gal!
all tired le..haha
had my training restaurant lesson again yesterday..we start to learn how to operate the full restaurand,like bartender,waiter,head waiter,captain,runner,washer,pantry....
i am the waiter..setting up all the tables and help evi do clean all the plate..and WAT THE HELL..we are ask to use hot water to clean plates and the water is damn hot..I BURN MY HAND AGAIN.SHIT.!
had fun,did all the role play for our repective roles.
then pms..after tat mi,aikho,justin,ron,joanthan,nic we went to justin house...
b4 tat mi and aikho request to see nic dog,his dog is so cute.!very keep shaking and wanna to run when carry so i didn carry..i scare later drop!
when to justin house around 7 plus..they already set up the place le..at his rooftop..
wow..his house is damn nice..five story with a audio room for drum set and piano,and a lot more..i begin to like his house..and his rooftop is wonderful
today i so guai nv touch liquor..around 10 plus..we went to his basement living room and started our mahjong marotton..the rest watching movie and plaing psp and x box
start off well and end well,guide aikho,ron and joanthan
so many funny things happen..cant stop laughing especially christ a..he is really a cute joker..cant stop laughing..wat ever he do..we will laugh.he very blur blur
around 6.30,we annoucned knock out!
the rest were all sleeping left mi,aikho,baobei,and joanthan...
we waited till 7 then leave and GUESS WAT HAVE WE BEING DOING FROM 6.30 TO 7.00..
we watch and observe christ a every move and laughed for half an hour..
took a cab home with baobei and aikho..
reach home..i feel so good..can sleep le..cant stop falling asleep in the cab
however my mum see today see doctor at hougang..sian half..she don noe and i have to lead all the way as she drive,i was forcing myself not to fall asleep in order to lead her but i cant resist the sleepy eyes!then lead to a few wrongg places then kena scolded..haha
11 am i reach home..god..immedately without any words..i die on my bed!!
so many msg keep coming in..then the # key to silent mode..muhahaha
today is holloween,ppl celebrating have fun wor..
today no clubs for mi..!! no dance no club.! plus so many ppl..surely alot of ppl then surely got things happen de..so a BIG NO..
later meeting collegues to go pub and drink!!i am crazy but not drinking too!!haha bad for health
5:37 PM
Thursday, October 25, 2007
Had my comprehension presentation today..luckily samuel help mi in the sentences..if not i will die..don noe how to do..haha everyone seems to listen when we speak..just tat there are still some noisy moments..
the whole class was move to level two..you noe knoe why..
BECAUSE MY DARLING SIS GERRX IS BACK LE...HAHA SO HAPPY.
finally she can join us..and have fun le..miss her so much..but i wanna to seriously warn her..next time if she dare to fall from the stair again..i will not let her off wor..!!
don wann to see her in pain again...wanna to see her running and hopping like bunny again..asap!
b4..food service,i was damn hungry la..so when to make a cup noodle and when out to the locker area to eat..then there was a guy walk towards mi while i was eating and wanna to make friend with mi..then i was like stunt la..haha , eating half way..nearly choke ar..he very cute lo..still shake hand with mi sia..i say let mi finsih my noodles first..then end up..he give mi his no. biut i nv contact him..after then i find out..evi also noe tat guy..and he still tell evi about it.diao~
today for training restauant we learn how to fold napkins..cute..got 15 type..in front learn very hard.behind all forget le..haha
but stil can remember most of them wor..
tml..i willbe serving as waiter..oh..first time..wonder wat wil it be like..haha
9:52 PM
we are the crazy loving sisters.
eating prata..cheese de..super nice!
tis is our past..i draw it myself and sew it needle by needle myself..
the guitar gal!
all tired le..haha
