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Saturday, March 28, 2009






Mariah Carey I Stay in Love Lyrics:
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh oh ooh ooh

Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh ooh ooh
Oh oh oh ooh ooh


Oh baby
Baby, I stay in love with you

Dying inside cause I
can't stand it
Make or break up
Can't take this madness
We don't even really know why
All I know is baby
I try and try so hard
To keep our love alive

If you don't know me at this point
Then I highly doubt you ever will
I really need you to give me
That unconditional
love I used to feel
It's no mistaking
We're just erasing
From our hearts and minds
And I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you now
No matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

Na na na na na na na na na
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Na na na na na na na na na
Na na na na na na na na na
Baby, I stay in love with you

It cuts so deep
It hurts down to my soul
My friends tell me
I ain't the same no more
We still need each other
When we stumble and fall
How we gon' act
Like what we had
Ain't nothin' at all now

Hey, what I wanna do is
Ride shotgun next to you
With the top down like we used to
Hit the block
Proud in the SU
We both know our heart is breaking
Can we learn from our mistakes
I can't last one moment alone
Now go I know

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do but
Baby, baby
I stay in love with you

We said let go
But I kept on hanging on
Inside I know it's over
You're really gone
It's killing me
Cause there ain't nothing
That I can do
Baby, I stay in love with you

And I keep on telling myself
That you'll come back around
And I try to front like "Oh well"
Each time you let me down
See I can't get over you
Now no matter what I do
But baby, baby
I stay in love with you

I stay in love Love
Oh, I stay in love.

2:53 PM

Thursday, March 19, 2009



it the first time i lost my confident in doing it..
and the feeling sucks..
first time in my life i felt tat.i might not be able to make up for it..and turn back how i use to be
and i think i am trying to hard but end up its just disappointment..
they say use my energy for it...but my ans is..i alr used up my energy and lost my confident.how am i suppose to move on like how i use to be..??
sad, disappointed, afraid, will be the word for it.
i wan it..but how when i alr lost everything..





































11:18 PM

Wednesday, March 18, 2009


do you all feel afraid b4?? rite tis moment..I DO!
tis is a first time i am really afraid, afraid that things might get out of my control..i always tot tat things, emotions, lifestyle, ppl around mi that play a role in my life are not scary..cause i can noe wat is rite and wat is wrong..untill i come across god's will.
fear of someone leaving you especially your really loves one..someone who really take care and onli one who is sincere and truthful to you...tis freaks mi out...
i really cant imagine and i refuse to even think about it..but i noe..tis day will come..soon or later..just tat i am not ready..i am afraid tat i don have the chance to express to tat person and tell him...how much i will miss him.
ppl say he is getting skinner, lost appetite and looks tired...but i keep saying no he didnt!! am i lying to myself or just trying to convince myself with lies??
i hate lies..but all of the sudden..i feel like living in a world full of lies..!!
we talk about it again today..out of the sudden, i cant control my tears onces again..
i am really looking forward to the taiwan trip..cause after so many years..finally we have a chance to travel together again..i thanks god for that..
but thinking of the reason for the trip, it just turn happiness into disaster.
it might be the last trip, and tats when the fear pops in..

10:46 PM

Tuesday, March 17, 2009


friday night , went to supper club to chill abit..
photos are in super lousy quality cause my phone is cooperating with mi..










sat night, went to rebel...the music was nice tat night..
after tat went to find coco for a talk...not really a talk, but is supper..haha and the tom yum soup sucks!!!!
headed to kenneth house for a while and they finish all the liquor..haha impressive!!
was tired to death when i reach home..










when to IT ROAD ShoW and my sister got her laptop and i got myself a camera and a music player..finally i got them..i have been eyeing for one months ago..and i am happy with the two new product tat i just bought.



headed down to balcony to interview mr grant ong..for project uses..
not a formal interview cause i cant be formal with him ar..haha
he was kind enough to treat us COKE..haha..
and stupid him..nv tell mi he is attach..!!grrrr...







after wasting the whole afternoon, finally we went to my mum client's club house for dinner and i met lots of high n ppl, like famous movie and advertisment producer, 1992 internationl champaign for badminton, and a famous radio station DJ's friends..
glad to noe them..and the condo was very nie and relaxing..LOVE IT!




then we went to watch a new movie called"departure" the story was nice but i didn like it at all..cause it about death and ppl leaving the world..its not a horror movie, more like a documentary show about death..my dad keep asking our whole family to watch and i feel tat he is trying to hint us something...tat makes mi feel so uneasy and heart ach.



COUSIN OUTING AGAIN..FUN FUN FUN
its been long since we planned our cousin outing...finally we get to meet up and talk craps onces again..headed straight to the cathay after school and we had our dinner settled at aston(a super cheap and nice western restaurant)







when to find pat for a little chat..she seems to enjoy her new work..although i know time pass not very fast over there..but i believe she is good at self entertaining....two thumbs up..!

i cant imagine if mi and my cousins meet up every single day or even for the whole day..
i believe if is the whole day..we will have
breakfast
brunch
lunch
high tea
dinner
supper..HAHAA
WE JUST CANT STOP EATING..we were full but we still went for dou hua.!!it was fantastic:)








we had a planned on mind, next outing we will be playing a food game
we have to travel around singapore to eat different kinds of food and we need to solve the food link puzzle and we will be grouped in groups of 2...it look like taiwan game show..
it will definitely be fun, and the ebst part is..i get to eat without ppl keep saying tat i am like a pig..cause its all for the game..haha
ciao...!

12:47 AM

this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

linkers...


Jiayan
Xiaohan
Yisan
Raynell
gerradine
jaslin
justin
shishi
constance
pat
chun shuen
cheng yi
coconut
xing wei



Memoirs


June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

songs


Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls