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Tuesday, July 31, 2007


sat 28/07/07
the 6 sisters..celebrated han and yan de birthday..i and yisan did a short video clip for them and they came my house and watch..i think they are very touch when they watch and they cried(nearly)
haven seen them for a long time..i really miss them so much..i see them le..really feel like hugging them hard!!
had a few surprises for them as usual and we when to k box spenting a total of 222.45 wow..so ex for onli 2.5 hrs for singing session!!shi went home because she is not feeling well..
we then surprise han and jia with a birthday cake..
singing f4 songs is a sure thing..and we sang and had so much fun..
crazyness fill the air..

took super lots of pic..but sad to say..cannot upload..something wrong with my com!!shall upload soon..after around 9 plus..i parted from my sisters..unwillingly,and when down to johan birthday party.
waited for cab for 35 mins..and had a chat with my gal friend..she is crying so sadly..and i keep comforting her..gal..not to worry..i am always there for you giving you suggestion to solve your problems..kk,always your listener..
my dear sis..(evi) keep asking mi where am i..and i quickly rush there..saw quite a lot of ppl there..and slack there awhile..
then was being chase by the security guards due to complain..so we shifted to jowy house..
evi and mel had to leave first..actually i wanted to ton but end up.i still went home..
actually leaving with evi and mel but jowy stop mi and we had a nice chat for 1 hr.
chat alot..and don worry i will definately move on de..as wat i told you..i don wait for things tat i think is impossible..

sunday 29-07/07
was a family day for mi..when to bishan to eat lunch..and when home for the second round of sleeping,then when to get my new laptop..the new NEC..laptop..costing $2199 in nets lo..no installment..dad had a hole in his pocket tat day..
after that when to my ah ma house to find my cousin..
as usual we took pic and talk rubbish and had lots of fun..!!
i sms jia yan wishing her happy birthday..and you noe wat.!!
i forget tat july got 31 days..and she say..gal my birthday is two days later..
i reply.."delete the msg..treat it as you nv see b4"i will resent you on your actual birthday
haha..lame rite..her birthday is AUG 1


monday 30-07-07
headed to school as usual..tired and bored..
kena 0.5 dp ftom the stupid teacher because we were late for 1 min..
was so angry,i sit a while..but because i too piss off le..plus i don like her..i took my bag and when home in the middle of the class..

tuesday 31-07-07
had class till 12..kena bully by all my sisters..haiz..keep calling mi boon boon!!
we headed to west mall and ate KFC
bought something..and they went home as i headed to causeway to meet desmond
talk alot..and crap alot..!!we also watch simpson..super funny and lame!!
and i headed to my cousin house because she doing sushi..ask mi go eat..!!
it was nice..but i can do better..hehe..shhh don tell her tat!!
when home around 9 plus..
took a cab home and meet a super attitude taxi driver..i lead the wrong way..not even lead ar..i just say wrongly..and he scold mi..FUCK..i am the one paying..i don noe why he so piss!!
i show him back attitude..i slam his door quite hard ,and we had eye contact for a moment..!!
when home..straight msn..
i had a friend..who wrote something for mi..i am so touch. by him..thanks i appreciate..
let you all see wat he wrote..

u need a pair of strong shoulders
that will always be there for u to lean
and cry on. well..mines not tat strong,
but will definitely be there 4 u to lean on
whenever u need it.
u need a pair of legs to see u through
that dark path ure treading on now.
hey..use mine ba.. very fit one k..i will definitely bring u out of
the darkness n into the light again. u
need the soothing voice
that will always comfort u, encouraging
u through,
speaking out for u when u can't.
hmm..tink u should noe by now tat im nw
really good wif words when it comes to
comforting ppl, but hey..i will always be
there 4 u to make sure tat u r not goin
tru difficult times alone. u need that
hands of mine,
to wipe away the flowing tears on ur
face. well..tats y im created wif hands,
to wipe ur tears away.
u need that thumping heart of mine
to beat inside ur cold and numbed body,
melting all the coldness inside u.
well..as long as my heart is thumping, it
will do juz tat.


tats wat friends are for rite..caring for one another!!
but we are onli friends..kk
haha..

i am out of here..feeling so sleepy..

11:29 PM

Saturday, July 28, 2007



1:50 AM

Friday, July 27, 2007


some clips tat are blog into youtube..!!

6:38 PM

Thursday, July 26, 2007


my nieces..they are so cute but naughty
blur ar!!
took it when my sis and mum was quarreling

you didn imagine things..i am really mopping..hai wo backach..haha
fight??
kisses with my sis
the groom..he is damn rich lo..his wedding is damn grand and nice
the most handsome cousin..
my best cousin!!
safety kiss
erm..S.H.E??

OH I SO XIN FU..got two yandao.
OMG...i just came back from ZOUK..being force to go there to company ppl..i don feel like going de..but no choice have to go..drink some apple martini..yuck..i don like the taste..then go for a dance..haha..very funny ar.wan to noe..ask mi personally ba.

i also when to watch invisable target today..oh my god..the show is damn nice..the actors are damn cool and handsome..i also wan a police bf..haha..the show was so funny tat i laugh till i accidentally hit the milo..and the cup fell onto the floor with milo..in it..haha so funny!!
when home after tat..then prepare to go zouk lo..

feel tat i am very lazy..always sleep in class..cannot le..i decided to try not to sleep in class le..must be attentive.
i got alot of pics to blog..but too many le..
pics on the wedding dinner..pics when i am in malaysia..alot alot ar..
!!
lazy ar..shall make a slide show..

1:22 AM

Saturday, July 21, 2007



7:38 PM

rite now ..i am in malaysia blogging..blog pics i take from morning till now first..if not if blog when i go back singapore..i think got super lots of pics and information..read till will also sian ar..!!

wake up 10 plus and prepare to go malaysia..cancel all my plans to go malaysia..sad tat i cant join my sisters for the firewok thingy..and the night party.!!but my heart will be with them.haha

in my cousin house rite now..did alot of household thing b4 the actual wedding day start..cut fruit..and you noe wat..they are using the car SLK mecs for the wedding car..it was damn nice la..!!and they spent 20,000 just for the buffet..just imagine how many nice food and wine and beer they had..OMG!!later today..going to have a buffet le..looking forward to it..lots and lots of ppl will be coming and willbe damn crowded..luckily my cousin house is very big..with k set systems for us to sing..lots of mahjong table for us to play..its a tradition..we come his house surely wil play mahjong and sing k de..then go buy lots of dvd b4 going back to singapore!!hao le..too many small kids around mi..cannot really blog properly..shall upload more pics when i get back to singapore..!!

the kids are so playful..really got to play..le..keep bullying us..haha

7:13 PM


6:58 PM

siang,mi and the early birthday gal
acting totally insane
we love the lift with all the mirrors around us
shhhh..sleeping la..not obvious ar.?
die hard 4?
shy shy de mi..!!
i love the room..my room wor.
WAKE UP!!

go out..i am bathing!!
i cant find myself cause i am the photographer ma!!
yeahz ..gal power wor
first time eating meat ball..feeling excited??
bit the chicken wing hard!!
so cute ,pic taken with nic
GOD is so good to allow different kinds of things to happen everyday for us to talk abt..

thursday19-07-07
i woke up at around 6am becos my alarm rang..and i think i press the snooze god noes how many time and i don noe wat happen..it was off..!!
i was awaken by my sisters,evi and jaslin msg..and i see.why the sky look so bright..OMG
it was 8 plus..i was so late..my class start at 8..since i go also will get 1 dp..must well not go..so i pontan tat day..
20-07-07 will be my lovely cousin jing yee de birthday but because tat day i not free..i treat her sushi the day b4..mi,jing yi and siang dash to the table and start ordering like we nv eat b4..super hungry..squeezing all the food into our stomach end up full till cannot move ar..spenting $43 plus on tat..but siang pay herself..too bad not her birthday promise to give her something like tat when her birthday is here..!!when jia yi house to see baobei after tat..still so cute..but naughty..but still love her lots!!

friday 20-07-07
as usual report to school at 8.15 am..so torturing..!!
school was so dead and boring..but with my sisters..its a lot more fun..we had a video shooted..you can see and laugh a while haha..lame idiot but funny!!
end school at 1 plus..and when ikea..its my first time eating meat ball..taste not too bad..
take lots of stupid pics..i bought some candle and you believe it a lamp light home..my mom was so shock..it was so heavy and i took a cab home without joining them to queentown shopping centre...the lamp light was onli..($7.50) so cheap..
headed home and meet jerome,lian jie and zhi cheng and headed to timah for dinner.stupid yansin..suppose to meet us but he last min ps us but got reason la..so forgiven.they don wan eat porridge but..i wan eat..cause i promise the boss and they very good..pei wo eat..
then my friend cal mi and tell mi some thing..i am so angry tat i feel like killing tat person..!!god..its totally inhuman..wonder wat i will do if it happen to mi..
after tat i wan to go home but they keep asking mi to stay but sorri..cause my friends coming my house to ton..so i had to go..and they were so disappointed.sorri!!
end up i too tired..i ask them not to come..cause i will sleep de..so plan cancel..change to tml.
tml will be a long day.
supposing meeting desmond kan the carton boy to go see laptop but i had to go malaysia..but actually plan cancel le..hehe bleahz
so meeting brenda for lunch ar 1pm,2.30 meeting my sisters and brothers,they are catching the fireworks but think i cannot make it cause going in to malaysia for buffet after tat..feel like going fort canning but cannot haiz..sad maybe next time ba..
sunday my cousin getting marry and my uncle request mi and my sis to sing again..hope it will be a good and successful one too..good luck to mi..!!



12:57 AM

Wednesday, July 18, 2007


b4 tiring myself out after school
guess which one is mi..(the left one with one eye close is mi)

my ah ning baobei
proudly present.wenting product
disturbing aikho while she is sleeping..
near attire is needed in school wor..(so act hor)
i love my family member..!!

today was a super tiring day..
let talk abt yesterday le..we lie to baobei tat we all got date..and we ps her..supposing she ask us go marine square to shop de..everyone suddenly say cannot..and due to our prefect acting skills..she is totally convince..muhahaha..!!
when to aikho house to do her lovely present..omg..once we step into her house..it seems like it has just gone thru a tisunami attack,mi evi gerr and justin were very nice we volunteer to help her clean as her mum when back leaving quite a bit of job to let do..
evi justin and gerr clean the living room,as for mi..was the kitchen..with all the dirty dishes..its like tons of it..luckily gerr came in and help mi..whole shirt was wet.!!
we crack our brain..sqeezing out ideas for the present and me and vee stay till 10 plus 11 then we leave the house.o ya..b4 leaving..we had home made dinner..its was so delicious..guess wat.?
it is maggi mee cook by mi..!!haha
i went home and start round two of the present..and i do till 2 plus 3..i was so so so tired..and i ko..

then next morning..i set my alarm at 7.00 end up waking up at 8..cant pull myself up..
went to school for a najor planning..we plan to inngore baobei for the whole day..and then give her the surprise gift tat we owe her for 15 days.(her very belated birthdae gift)
she feel weird and keep asking herself wat she did..
then the 4 sisters..went to west mall while mi and aikho went for PMS..(a lesson)
the teacher keep saying mi cause i keep typing wrongly..very funny
baobei feel so sad and hopeless..then suddenly we pop the gift for her..she was so shock and happy..
she cried..and i feel like crying too..!!my dear evi also cried..haha
after school stay back to take pics with all the family members...and videos too..but was being chase out by the cleaner..
i meet my sis for a swim..i was so late but she wan mi to pei her..so i did..dragging mi footstep into the pool..
now i am back home..so shag..!!typing also got problem ar.i am going to fall asleep in front of the com le...but i going to upload the slide show for the aikho house visit and malaysia trip..oh god ..my com is so slow..maybe i shall upload it other day ma..

should i go to malaysia for the buffet dinner and stay in malaysia or going to the party at fort canning tis sat..??still thinking..??
pic..taken in class..b4 being chase out..!!






9:10 PM

Monday, July 16, 2007


my old pics..and baobei..(jia yi)
my candid shot..bleaz
sat 14-07-07';
wow i have a lot a lot of photos but i cant upload..will upload when i bought my labtop..
when to aikho house for dinner at around 6pm and my dear baobei was late lo..and so late ar.
hahaz...
had a great time eating..first time saw aikho's mom..so pretty and the food was nice.also..
play with mei mei(nicole)she is so cute..i like her so much..and played monopoly and she keep coming to mi and sit on my leg..
and asking mi to sit here and there..i miss her..she going back le..shall not see her untill maybe next year..
haiz!!

sun 15-07-07
my sis was drunk lo.!!
in the middle of the night 4 am..i heard someone crying so loud..
i was having nightmare tat time and i woke up ,i saw two gal in front of mi..swinging around..long hair somenore..got ppl cry also..i nearly faint ar..
i took sometime to feel recover from shock..then i realise is my drunken sis..and my cousin who brought her home.

she cry till very poor thing becos she miss her b4 who is now oversea working..
feel like dumping her alone don care her..but i see her like tat i heart pain..so i pull myself up and help her bath..and someone sms mi. to look after her for tat someone..
of cos i will look after..she is my sis..no need you no tell mi wat to do ma..
wake up..and when malaysia..
as usual..shop for dvd..standard de..if not i not call wenting ar..and k dvd..
play mahjong..went my gugu house sing k..making lots of fun and laughter tat day..i love spenting days with my cousins and relatives..
when to eat lor mee..the onli lor mee tat i eat in the world..is in malaysia de..
i can see so many tat ppl around mi see mi eat also shock ar..!!
when home around 11 plus 12..sneaking in one whole box of chewing gum..luckily mi and sis act till very natural..bought 9 dvds tat day..and will buy more next week..
also took lots of photos tat day..shall post it together into slide when i get my pic into the com le..

i finally noe wat you are and your true colors..and i no longer regret wat i did and and feel pain for it!!

10:35 PM

this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

linkers...


Jiayan
Xiaohan
Yisan
Raynell
gerradine
jaslin
justin
shishi
constance
pat
chun shuen
cheng yi
coconut
xing wei



Memoirs


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songs


Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls