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Monday, December 29, 2008



i am still stuck in malaysia ..cant go home...
no more empty seats for mi le.
have been in malaysia $for 5 days le, and will be back soon.
three days in genting and it was quite a experience with lots of weird and happening things.
lots of pic and incident happened..
shall update when i reach SINGAPORE!
anyway..it was still a fun trip...but too bad alot of ppl were absent for tat trip :(
think we had 26 ppl going and we share 5 rooms from resort hotel..
love the room,love the weather but hate getting drench and i became the rain god of malaysia!haha

11:39 PM

Friday, December 26, 2008



tis few two weeks is crazy for mi...
super busy and pack..
had a fun christmas but its totally different from last year..
cause something is mising..
but overall i stil enjoy it
i am so tired
and i definately need some beauty sleep...
working tml and genting trip again..tis time with my cousins..for three days..
lots of pic to be upload but now..
i going to bed..so..
haha...
ciao!!

1:41 AM

Thursday, December 18, 2008


If love was a bird, then we wouldn't have wings,
If love was a sky, we'd be blue,
If love was a choir, you and I could never sing,
Cuz love isn't for me and you
If love was an oscar, you and I could never win,
Cuz we could never act out our parts
If love is the bible, then we are lost in sin,
Cuz it's not in our hearts

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off...seperated

If love was a fire, then we have lost the spark,
Love never felt so cold
If love was the light, then we're lost in the dark,
Left with no one to hold
If love was a sport, we're not on the same team,
You and i are destined to lose
If love was an ocean, then we are just a stream,
Cuz love isn't for me and you

So why don't you go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
And I'll live mine
Baby you'll do well
And I'll be fine
Cuz we're better off...seperated


BoyI know we had some good times,
It's sad but now, we gotta say goodbye,
Boy you know I love you, I can't deny,
You can't say we didn't try to make it work for you and I,
I know it hurts, so much but it's best for us,
Somewhere along this windy road you know we lost the trust,
So I'll walk away, so you don't have to see me cry,
It's killing me, so, why don't you go
Cuz we're better off, so much better off

Go your way
And I'll go mine
Live your life
I'll live mine
You'll do well
And I'll be fine

Cuz we're better off, soooo much beeeeetter off
So much better off...
Seperated

I'm sorry we didn't make it

(inspired by netha)
every night, teary moments
everytime songs were played, painful moment
at least i noe one thing..
every sec of our past, happy memories..:)

4:43 PM

Tuesday, December 16, 2008



tis is for you shorty~

fuck tat short uncle in my mum office..
he is a shorty tat rent a table and a com in my mum office to use..cause he is so pathetic tat he doesnt have his own desktop to use..even table must rent..


why do i say till so harsh...??
BECAUSE.


i went to my mum office to work tis morning and cause got three empty tables..so i choose the one behind my aunt..
my mum did ask mi not to sit..but i don noe the reason..so i didn move.
then the shorty came and he saw mi sitting on his table, his super black and long face appeared



i felt pai seh to sit on his place..then i stilll smile at him then say sorri sincerely
despite my smile and apologise..he still stared at mi as if i own him money..!!crazy.
like tat still ok..i treat it as nothing happen cause i am at fault in the first place, althought i apoplgise le..but i just treat it as he is too petty..



then i shift to the table behind him..
the suddenly bang his kepboard very loud and turn around and look at mi..
then say he com cannot open le..
then he ask my aunt.then my aunt ask mi..
i say very loudly"i didn touch his desktop lo!"
then he keep diao mi for nothing...
so childish lo.how old le..still wanna to play tis kind of game.


then i tell my mum..let mi go home..i will come work tml when he is not here...cause i don wan to quarrel with him in your office..then my mum's client sent mi home..
i still wanna to be nice and noe him more when i first see him..end up onli god noe he is such a sick childish fucker..!
hahahaha
but..lame ar..because of him don go work..i definately wont let my mum in difficult position but one more time of his unreasonable..i will not give in le.!

1:28 PM

Sunday, December 14, 2008



went to balcony and found out tat miss netha have nv ending stock..should share ma.ah

went to airport to study productivity studiesand we rock the airport..

celebrated ah ma birthday early..and can you believe the next day is my history paper..haha
so of cos.i totally screw the paper..cause i nv study at all..hah

see how happy myah ma is.@!cause she have so many grandsons and daughter to spend tis special evening

finally..finish my exams..
erm..i give myself 200 marks cause i nv really study much tis term..haha
ytd was a nightmare again..but today is a great day..cause ah qi sis's baby tirvan is 1 month old le!!!
and BAOBEI..JIA YOU...
YOU WONT FALL..CAUSE I WLL BE AT YOUR BACK HOLDING YOU UP HIGH.TILL YOU CAN STAND YOURSELF ONE DAY..

10:09 PM

Sunday, December 07, 2008



i am bored.!!
i love my room now..just tat i still need to put up all the light and arrange it properly again..but i kind of miss my oldroom outlook haha..
when to find han and yan together with shi today and bought a bluetooth earpiece for mi mum, she really need it..cause i was nearly killed cause she wanted to pick up a phone call using speaker!!
then next stop..studying time plus killing brain cells moments...

stop fucking using mi you idiot!!
don ever try to indirectly get ans from mi by asking mi questions anymore..you think i am stupid..pls i am much more smarter then you think..and come on,way more smarter then you too
one more time and you can say bye to yourself!!

12:01 AM

Friday, December 05, 2008


its been long since i last blogged.
has been a super month with super lots of projects and program..
things kind of getting more and more complicated..
its driving mi nuts and insane..
i am confuse and lost..
god..show mi light..haha
then i walk myself...
next week like be exam week..its all gonna be heavy subjects..hate it.
but love it..cause after tat..BALI..HERE I COME..
4 DAYS 3 NIGHTS..CRAZY PAMPERING MYSELF WITH THE SPA, BEACHS, RESORTS AND ENVIRONMENT THERE...later come back become roasted pig..haha..with weird sun burn patch everywhere...smile..!!haha


toshiba show tis time was erm..rather sian.
but its wasnt too bad or mi but for my gals...cause i onli worked for 1 day out of three days..
sales was ok..but i think workng for the show now, sales is important but teamwork is also one of the primary objective le..cause without it..morale will be low and everything will turn out to be a big SIAN!!!BUT..I STILL LOVE WORKING WITH MY GALS ESPECIALLY THE CARE THEY GIVE MI WHEN I WAS NOT FEELING WELL..touch and wanna to cry le..haha because of mi they can stop selling laptop and company mi to the toilet and make friends with the toilet bowl..tis is wat true friendship is all about RATHER THEN JUST SAYING THIS AND THIS BUT YOU ARE DOING THOSE SH ITTY THINGS BEHIND MY FUCKING BACK!!
GOT MY MEANING??






6:03 PM

this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

linkers...


Jiayan
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Yisan
Raynell
gerradine
jaslin
justin
shishi
constance
pat
chun shuen
cheng yi
coconut
xing wei



Memoirs


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songs


Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls