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Tuesday, August 19, 2008


my sister evi wong will be a strong gal tat can overcome wat ever sh it tat happen to her..cause she is learning now and tis is her chance to learn..!!!
and seriously...speechless to wat i have saw...wat ever happen..i will still be there..cause tis is the reason why i am here for you..

went to mof today!!!
tried their ice cream..erm..not too bad..will go again..!




12:13 AM

Sunday, August 17, 2008



HAPPY ANNI BOOS!!!
our bonding is already indescribable le..

3:59 PM


ok..i don noe why but i am laughing way to happy le..its as if i won 4D or toto or something..
haha..i am a gal tat is always too happy..haha
cant help it!


its SHEESHA..
don say i am noob..its my first time to sheesha..and we tried the strawberry and rose..
its was quite nice...and a good place for chilling out..
but their service was kind of slow.. but still..i enjoy the time of slacking there..!




my real sister..and mi




have a tough time climbing..haha








headed to east coast park for a gathering..the weather was so cold and windy..but i love it!!
didn have a chance to have a roller blade session..its ok..i will pull my friends go again.HAHA



went to gerx house to do project..at the same time to do some stupid things to ourselves..
haha..











its time to see my gals le..
i miss them so so so much..first thing i do..is to hug them tight tight!!
we spend our short but precious moments together..
i have to leave early due to some reasons..
i don care..
we have to plan some outing one day!!!

when for sheesha again on friday night..tis time is not my first time le..its my second time~~
NO MORE NEWBIE..haha..idiot..they check my ic say i not above 18 cannot smoke..
but its ok,..i didn make a big fuss..
cause in just a few more week..i am offically 18!!my birthday coming soon le..today is 17 aug..so just 22 more days to my 18 birthday..!!8 SEP!!HAHA
after my birthday i wont have the feeling of being restricted to do things le..so now have to treasure the word underage~!


tis few days was kind of rough for everyone.. but gals, pull up your dropping socks and dash forward to the finishing line..cause you all are almost there..miss wenting will take the pom pom and cheer..(sound so funny) but..still i will be supporting ppl tat i love so much!! for my part..i have my problems too.. but i am trying very very hard to overcome it and hope things might work out.. sometimes its not onli about one thing..its about lots of issues and facts tat we need to prove in order to work things out..but actually i am just a gal tat is too stubborn..sometimes i wonder..wat kind of brain i am using..why cant i just change and just think more normally.. i admit i am just too weird tat i can live without anything but a weird thinking tat i think onli i can tot of..I AM SO WEIRD..WHO CAN UNDERSTAND MY WERIDNESS...~~who can be really understanding enough to except all my thinkings!are you the one??

3:10 PM

Saturday, August 09, 2008





in aikho's winter clothes..love it!






its been a long time
a real long time le..
have i been forgotten??
had a gathering at aikho house today..
the guys are involve in all the cooking plus my baobei baked potato(all time favorite)
had a fun time with the push cart at her house which belongs to her brother one..
we did lots of stupid stuff to it..cause serious injury to the push cart..e.g.driving down the semi circle slope,mr isa going behind taxi uncle car(tat was so funny) and carpark slope rides..its wild..!!
headed home around 4am and started abit of mahjong session..

to be honest..deep down inside my heart..every where i go..there is memories..lots of it..
sometimes memories are good,but if i can..i will choose to forget,to make my life not so pain and hurtful..
yea..i am missing you..seriously i am..
but there is no turning back le..
we wont be how we use to be after such a long break..
let the past be the past..
ppl have to move on..and i will be strong,stand up and move forward towards a happy life..
by looking at wat you say..i feel happy..cause finally you noe wat to do with your life..
life without you beside is so hollow..althought memories sucks..but our happy memories often bring mi warmness to my heart.
i finally understand the word LOVE..
don doubt mi..sad doesnt mean tat i must always show it to everyone..i don wan ppl to worry for mi..i just wan ppl around mi to be happy..like how i use to be..
my life is already miserable enough..i don wan to make it worst by feeling sad and emo..
hope you can do the same as mi..
even we didn make it to the end,i am contented for i am had got..its more then enough..
hate mi now and in future..you will noe wat i meant
thanks

5:44 AM

Thursday, August 07, 2008



i am sick le..
have been coughing non stop,fever at night,flu with nose block,and difficulties in breathing and sexy voices
i told my mum about it the breathing difficulties,i say i don feel rite cause i heard sound from my lungs..but my mum just keep asking mi drink water and drink the Chinese medicine..yucks!

went to visit the doctor today alone..and he says tat my lung pipe is contracting and tighter because of the phlegm,tis makes mi hard to breathe and also my fever,and slight asthma too..
give mi so many med and also two days mc but too bad i have test tml have to go school and study stupid ecos!!!!
after i visit the doctor then i tell my mum about it.. think my mum feel guilty not bothering about what i have told about how i feel...but its ok..still love her lots at least she give mi her Chinese med!

deep down my heart..i really miss those days..but there is no turning back..
now..i don know a single thing about you..
sometimes its better to be alone..cause you wont get hurt..
is there a word to describe my feelings now..???

i am really sick..both mentally and physcially
but miss wenting heal in spit seconds..!!

3:05 PM

Sunday, August 03, 2008


its been long time since i last blog..
i didn have time to blog about my two ladies de birthday...
MISS TEO AND MISS YAN!
the detail you will noe if you write their blog..hehe













miss lim shishi was drunk...instead of the birthday gals..haha..silly her

feeling sick..
pls don..exams coming!!!
stupid POA will be a killer paper for mi..
gonna to die on tat paper le..
i need a tutor!!!

went shopping with my mum yesterday..
spent nearly 300..most of them on mi..
cause she say i long time nv go out with her le..so she just buy wat i wanna to buy..
spent $120 at triumph bra warehouse sale
$60 plus for my make ups
$50 plus in aries,all the hair stuff
$60 plus spent in watson
$73.20 on siam thai restaurant
(she let mi choose the restaurant i wan!)

hey..doesnt mean i am a gal tat onli now how to spent money..kk
is she say she buy for mi one..
i seldom go shopping with her..then alwayus my sis get to spent her money and she is guilty..so she allow mi to spent..i noe how to save money de lo..i just say tat my 300 pay from the it show i wanna to give her 100 and 50 to my dad lo!!
plus..its like onli onces in a blue moon...cause i seldom got time for her too..quite guilty about tat
mummy!! love ya lots!

3:10 PM

this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

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