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Sunday, December 30, 2007


oh..sian..still haven update my christmas pic.. today did banquet service at ah hood road..for a malay wedding..erm..for 14 hours..it was horrible but a hell of a experience..the most happy thing for mi is to be well with bi again...tat silly pig..i am going myammar soon for...from 2 - 7...five days..i cant bear to leave him but i have to..i feelin so emo...but i have to go..but i have something for YOU,BABY...SORRY TO LEAVE YOU ALONE IN SINGAPORE..HAIZ..
DAY ONE..(ITS A TORTURE)
DAY TWO(I AM GOING CRAZY MISSING YOU)
DAY THREE(I JUST WANNA TO SEE YOU)
DAY FOUR(I CANT HELP MYSELF..GOING CRAZY THINKING ABOUT YOU)
DAY 5(LAST DAY,OMG..FINALLY I GET YOU SEE YOU)

THEN..AFTER THESE FIVE DAYS..I AM BACK HOME LE WOR!!WAIT FOR MI..KKwhen i am gone..must take care yourself..kk ..cut down on cig and beer..k..try not to drink so much..the best..don smoke and drink at all..kkmuacks bi..love you lots..will miss you like hell!!

1:16 AM

Tuesday, December 25, 2007



happily wana to blog about wat happen these few days..but after wat i heard my daddy and mum wanna mi to go..i totally depress and disappointed and emo..till cannot emo..
i was being ask to go to myammar with my sis and my mum..to take care of my sis and my mum..i don mind going to look after them..but they wanna to go on 31 dec..its a important day for mi..very very important..cause i promise someone who is very important tat i will celebrate tat day with him..i beg my dad and mum to let mi go at least after 31..maybe 1 jan..cause i really really wans to celebrate it with him. and spent more time with them..a few more hours i also happy,but they don wan,how!..how then i can let them change their mind.i am feeling so restless now..i don noe wat to do to change the thing..i really don wan to see you emo again..it just hurt my heart..i feel so helpless...wat can i do so tat i can go after 31..!!! i even suggest tat they go first..then i go find them alone..after the celebration with mi and him..
HOW HOW HOW...i really wanna to go after 31...tis is the first time i am so desperate for something..wat can i do to change their mind!!
plus if i go on 31..will onli be coming back on 9 jan.I DON WAN...next sem we can hardly spent time together le..then i cannot see you for 9 days..god it is killing mi..really super emo now..keep thinking cant see you for so long makes mi wanna to cry..i will miss you like hell !!i cant bear to leave you alone for so long..i don wan to break the promise between us..
i think tat pig is still sleeping..sms him nv reply mi...went home around 5 plus yesterday after sneaking out of house...and i think he sleep later...plus nv really slp much the day before..must be super tired..!!but i hope to see him now!!
I DON CARE! I WILL BE SELFISH FOR THESE FEW DAYS..BEFORE I LEAVE!
shall upload wat happen during those few days..after i feel better...feeling down now..

1:57 PM

Friday, December 21, 2007


i miss my 2 years 2 months de anni with my boos..as i was in bintan..but i nv forget..I MISS YOU ALL I LOVE YOU ALL I WANNA TO FASTER SEE YOU ALL!!
i miss the old days when we are together almost every single days.when ppl say we are crazy always sticking together..we had smsfor 2 years 1 month of regards but tis month don have..abit emo but its ok...we still remember yea...yeah!! we are meeting soon for the chalet and christmas celebration and han say wanna to meet the silly nut offically..haha..yea you all will see him on the 24 leh....i really miss you all badly.hope 22 and 24 faster come!!

FINALLY..HAPPY BELATED 2 YEAR 2 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY

12:10 AM


12:07 AM

Thursday, December 20, 2007


i am back from bintan..
the trip was wonderful..and unforgetable...
we went there for three days..first day was normal but i learn how to drive..haha..cool without a licenses..."bi you are right"..i did post about it in blog..haha
the room was like shi t...don really wanna to talk about it..expensive and lousy room..
we headed to bintaan agro..the next morning...bringing lots of cig..its was super cheap there..less then $2 per pack..
we played kayaking,and banana boat..had fun and duing the night..we spent 1 million on food..with seven main dishes and also order cocktails..well i can say..they had more to learn in making cocktails..haha..
had tequila pop make by me and sis...k..i was high and i didn really had fun tat night..cause i when to sleep how lousy drinker i am..sorri bi.!!
hehe..
next morning..i was the first to wake up while the rest are practicing their pig style..sleeping..haha
when out for a walk..was thinking about stuffs..make baby worried..sorri again..wont do tat again..
headed home around 6.30pm..everyone was tired..including sis and daryl..
i was happy to had tis trip with my sis,daryl and bi..hope to have it again..!!








its is nice..agree??

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we are super rich in indo..haha
our room..its was nice..
our sisterhood


how sweet..
i not heavy hor..haha

sweet sweet de sis and daryl



ok..tis is rated R 21
silly bi and daryl..acting someone..haha

after banana boat..we are all drench and soak wih sea water..
it was fun...






bi's relative
















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beautiful scenary at bintan agro


our tour guide kelvin

love tis pic
<3..




my small baby

this hug keeps my sorrows away..
first time learning how to drive




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this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

linkers...


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cheng yi
coconut
xing wei



Memoirs


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