Tuesday, June 30, 2009
SHIT I CANT UPLOAD PHOTOS!!!!
anyway.i should be creating a new blog soon:)
9:20 AM
have you ever spit?? please don't
you wont feel a thing till you have the taste of touching it..
yes that right, I TOUCHED IT!!!
i was walking down the freaking stairs while holding on to the hand rail which normal people will and i happen to come across this part where its a bit wet, i thought it was some mist that is being accumulated since its 7 plus in the morning..
BUT......it was not!!!! some idiot actually spit on the hand rail, and that is so dumb seriously.
its like you were walking and suddenly you feel so bored and paranoid that you decided to do something that will release your boredness and you came across this freaking idea that you thought it will be creative, that is to spit on the hand rails but instead its like the most brainless thing ever, and oh ya you got yourself into a situation that for nothing, people start cursing and swearing you to go to hell.
ok but in fact i didnt do that :) cause i am not so low class like those idiot. Instead, i wash my hand immediately due to the thought of having H1N1
now that i am doing mid night shift, i have lots of time to start recalling of what i have being doing in my past, i am so glad i've change alot .
not to be the best but i am still trying to work towards the best.
partying used to be a must for me cause without it, my life feel so empty, but surprisingly now i am adapting to more low profile life:)
i still love to socialize thou..hehe
oh god..its like 9 am and i am still not sleeping..ok i need my sleep..
ciao..!
8:59 AM
Monday, June 29, 2009
I really don know what happen to me..
it seems that i have grow up to be a better person..
i am forcing myself to cut down on clubbing or best quit and even my favourite , smoking!!
WATS WRONG WITH MI..but i am really glad tat i am doing so..cause smoking makes ppl around mi to be in a dangerous environment and i don wan ppl to worry about mi..wenting hates ppl to be worried...:)
and i am really so turn off by ppl who are very materialistic, there are lots and lots of example..think i don have to mention why who and how...
i just don understand how come in this world, ppl with power or money can control everything whereas ppl with nothing have not much rights to say anything..
AND so many ppl are trying so hard to climb to the top not by their own abilities but my eyeing on other ppl's power and money to climb..
i knew that tis world is like tat long long time ago but sometimes i just feel tat human is much more scarier then anything else...
2:43 AM
my life is so boring now..work, sleep work sleep, but luckily i got some good working friends to keep my working life going..
i don't even have extra energy to go anywhere else..
so conclusion is..hotel is not my kind!!!
after this one year of attachment end.i am going to rest for a very long time,
then
chiong all the way till i success in
what i
already plan to do in future
having i plan is so important, and i just don understand how come some ppl can just live without it, won't they feel tat life is meaningless without any specific goals??
but anyway..i have been suffering from insomnia and there is a reason behind it...
and the reason is..i am wondering
what will happen if i choose
this path and
what will happen if i choose that path..
ok sounds complicated..tats is why i cant sleep at night..CAUSE I'M FREAKING SPEND THE WHOLE NIGHT THINKING OF WAT AM I THINKING!!!
i miss so many things..
but like what one of my friend said:"life is too short for fighting and getting hurt" which i totally agrees with it...so happy is the key word which i am now strongly into it..
but a happy person will get tired sometimes too..think about tat..
1:35 AM
Saturday, June 27, 2009
alright i noe..its been so so so so long since i last updated..i am so occupied by my attachment at good wood park hotel..haha +++ my internet at home is down..:( so i cant online..but its fixed now!!
just got back home from town..i decided to quit clubbing...maybe not club la..but cut down..
things has been rough for mi..be it rs, family or friends..but life is still going on happily..yeapee....
i will update frequently now...
3:41 AM
