Tuesday, April 14, 2009
can you imagine when you feel super unwell, with all the plaghem and stuff stuck in your nose, throat and you feel your head expanding and contracting, your head is aching like hell, eyes feel so blurry, dry and pain too...voice change a bit and keep coughing like a idiot..your ear feel so weird as if you feel tat you are deaf cause you feel air pressure in it just like sitting on the plane , having body aching here and there and feel so tired...instead of having care and concern, ppl ask you to wipe the phone you use with detol, and ask you not to go near them in case the virus spread??
yea..tats wat my work place is all about...and it happen to mi!!!
wonderful team work and morale...i love my working place so much tat i feel like i am working in "heaven" everyday!!!!
and just when you feel tat your family will care about you..??
they nv ever ask how you feel or did you eat your med..they just start nagging at something else..
so at this point of time..the onli thing you will be thinking is..BEING INDEPENDENT AND STRONG to handle all by yourself..
my time is all for attachment, after finish work, go home sleep, wake up work again...i am so tired and lazy..!! no life at all...haiz anyway i am working as a "phone operator" the best job ever that require you to do nthing but to pick up calls and imagine i am so busy in the night tat i keep busy folding paper crane, visiting the washroom, roaming around, and having art classes by drawing and scrabbling..!! busy yea..so don play play with phone operator..haha
I LOVE MY JOB..:)
1:04 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
after struggling for so long..
i noe you will be fine..and will be happy
because you have your friends and family to be there...
with or without mi makes no differences but onli pain, anger and sadness..
and its time to let go..we have to admit tat it ended long time ago
the word happiness seems so far away for mi..
but the feeling of unappreciated and being the pain in the ass is always in my mind
i noe you will be fine..
i am feeling so fuck up with my family shit tat cause mi to rush home straight and you give mi tis kind of shit..seriously..you are so understand..just fuck off!!
one more time and i swear i am leaving home!
8:47 PM
Sunday, April 05, 2009
i got back from taiwan and starting work tmr at good wood park hotel!! i am excited..
the sad thing is, due to my greediness , i ate too much things in taiwan, i started having sore throat, coughing and now i lost my voice..i totally cant talk tis morning but it gets better at the later part and now..i am having sexy deep voice...muhahaha
just before i went taiwan, we have lots of farewell gathering going on..we are leaving shatec..:( and i am leaving all my good friends in shatec and i just cant bear tat seperation..
i will really miss all the fun we had, all the silly, stupid but memorable memories we had in school and all the outings we had..
i was totally high and drunk the night b4 i went taiwan, i didn even pack my bag, my sister help mi pack my luggage to taiwan..i reach home 4 plus and i didn puke till 7 in the morning.. i feel like shit..
i cant even walk properly but finally i manage to puke and tat makes mi feel slightly better b4 i left home to airport..
taiwan was freaking cold for mi and i arrived there in shorts..huge mistake..i was shivering all the way to the hotel...
then i started wearing 3 shirts on every day when i was there..but i am still cold..haha
it was a very rush trip but i still enjoy it with the company of my family members..
second visit is a must for mi...and the second one will be a long and a more crazy one..!!
there are too much pictures so the pictures are all on my facebook, including the farewell pic...
http://www.facebook.com/album.php?aid=98358&id=764628409&saved#/photos.php?id=764628409sleeping early tonight and keeping my finger cross tat my sexy voice will be gone cause i am starting from FRONT OFFICE AND I NEED MY VOICE BACK!
ciaos.!!!
10:06 PM
