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Saturday, February 07, 2009



things has been getting rougher...
didn really enjoy it, kind of hate it now..
why things just cant be right,
feelings tat can nv be understood..
if i can rewind time..i will choose not to let anything happen, but to go on with my boring yet happy life, without this and tat..
having something sometimes, will lead to losing everything, now i experience it..

my gastric is killing mi nowadays..maybe there are holes in my tummy..haha
the pain makes mi wake up almost every night around 4 - 6 am..i cant even have a good night sleep...i finish all my medicine and i just keep forgetting to purchase new one..god!!

met miss wong jia yan at plaza mac..
wanna to go clark quay but plan was being cancel..
at least i spent more time with my pretty sister.!
we slacked here and there..haha everywhere!!!

then she came to my house and we start having
gals talk and doing gals things...hehe

i miss my gals..i haven seen them for ages..!!
i miss out on their steamboat gathering cause i have things to attend too..:(


my b4 and after make up"table"





my old and new bed



these are my walls...




see the differences in them??

painting my whole room, buying new stuff for my room was really tiring but it was fun and motivating..i spent maybe 1 week plus 2 weeks to finish all the brushing and painting..
but it took mi quite some time to put up all the decors and items i bought...
after painting..i have to go back to gym to exercise my left arm, cause they are so not balanced!!
maybe next few years i might wanna to come up with designs tat are more cosy and romantic concept...its not really nice yet..but so far..i enjoy staying on my bed, admiring my effort...

2:34 AM

this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

linkers...


Jiayan
Xiaohan
Yisan
Raynell
gerradine
jaslin
justin
shishi
constance
pat
chun shuen
cheng yi
coconut
xing wei



Memoirs


June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

songs


Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls