Tuesday, November 04, 2008
PRINCIPLE OF FREEDOM??
THERE IS NONE!
i am so bored at struck at the stupid cost control homework...really going to squeeze out my brain juice le..!!!
i think i have not been saying exactly wat i have been feeling for the past few days..
have been hiding all the while and don intend to let it out either..i am training myself to self-control once again..hard but i believe i can stand up again..
the truth is..for quite some time, i had not been sleeping well in the night. Sometimes can even sleep at 5 plus am and wake up at 6 plus for school...
i feel so confuse with everything..really everything..! my life,my rs, my fs, my family, my school, my future..
things tat i no need to think i also go think..and the worst is..they are all not positive thinking..and its hard for mi..cause i nv once been thru it b4.. but HELL NO MORE FOR MI...i am happy with my life now, although sometimes i cant be but i don care..i will still entertain myself to make life easier..
there is so many things i wanna to say to a few ppl..but when i face them..i got nothing to say anymore and i think its not important anymore..because i don need ppl to know how i think.
SO FUCK SAD LIFE..THEY CAN NV ENTER MI..
9:25 PM
