Thursday, October 09, 2008
going to someone's cremation is the most painful thing tat everyone will face..
i went to his yesterday..
no word can describe tat kind of pain,sadness and hurt feeling..
looking at how belbel sis handling her emotions..
she was strong
but just before the body was gone forever and being pushed into fire..
she no longer can control,
jemery, jie jie love you and will miss you, rest in peace(in a crying and shouting tone)
tis phrase i will nv forget..till now.. everything tat happen tat day is deeply craved into my brain..
when ever i recalled, tears drop.
it was so hard to let them close the door and push him into the fire..
belbel sis..lifted her hand and tried to reach, but he is no longer reachable..
before leaving the viewing hall, she waved to him and say bye bye..
pain..really pain, so pain to left someone go forever..but i believe he is up there watching ppl he loves especially aunty molly and belbel sis..
it is confirmed tat popo had stomach cancer, last stage.
i prayed so hard, but nothing came true.
i no longer wanna to express how i feel after hearing the new..
rite now..
the onli thing i will do is to acompany her as much as i can and don let her worry about mi..
i am so afraid to lose her..so afraid..'
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