Saturday, August 09, 2008
in aikho's winter clothes..love it!
its been a long time
a real long time le..
have i been forgotten??
had a gathering at aikho house today..
the guys are involve in all the cooking plus my baobei baked potato(all time favorite)
had a fun time with the push cart at her house which belongs to her brother one..
we did lots of stupid stuff to it..cause serious injury to the push cart..e.g.driving down the semi circle slope,mr isa going behind taxi uncle car(tat was so funny) and carpark slope rides..its wild..!!
headed home around 4am and started abit of mahjong session..
to be honest..deep down inside my heart..every where i go..there is memories..lots of it..
sometimes memories are good,but if i can..i will choose to forget,to make my life not so pain and hurtful..
yea..i am missing you..seriously i am..
but there is no turning back le..
we wont be how we use to be after such a long break..
let the past be the past..
ppl have to move on..and i will be strong,stand up and move forward towards a happy life..
by looking at wat you say..i feel happy..cause finally you noe wat to do with your life..
life without you beside is so hollow..althought memories sucks..but our happy memories often bring mi warmness to my heart.
i finally understand the word LOVE..
don doubt mi..sad doesnt mean tat i must always show it to everyone..i don wan ppl to worry for mi..i just wan ppl around mi to be happy..like how i use to be..
my life is already miserable enough..i don wan to make it worst by feeling sad and emo..
hope you can do the same as mi..
even we didn make it to the end,i am contented for i am had got..its more then enough..
hate mi now and in future..you will noe wat i meant
thanks
5:44 AM
