Sunday, June 29, 2008
in such a short 4 hours...
lots of different hurting things happened to mi today
every single thing tat happen,i feel knife poking thru my heart.
having a weak heart now..but still a strong mi..
i can say tat its one of the most painful days in my life
thanks baby for being there..sorri for not telling you about how i feel..you noe i don wanna to say..i just wan a shoulder to lend on..its more then enough it..
how come every single shi t i do..i have to and need to think for so many ppl and no one will think for mi and noe wat i will face thru when they do things..
althought i am 18 le..but please remember tat..i have my max too..
just now wat i heard was really pain , i feel so accuse,but i cant say anything and i cant help but to hug onto my gong dai..and teared..have you all think of how much have a done to change everything.
i am tired le..wanted to leave but i cant..
baby then give mi his cosy leg to lay on..sayang mi to sleep on the car..
melaka trip was being cancel due to some reasons..
time for mi to rest now and settle my emotions first.still kind of unstable..
baby say today i don cook..he will cook for mi...thanks for being there when i feel so weak and jelly..giving mi moral support..you did the right thing today by not asking anything or doing anything.but just let mi hug and cry..don noe how much tears i wasted today..
thanks for understand wat i am going thru and willing to compromise...thanks for saying not to let mi worry about relationship things cause i still have tones of things to worry about and its..enough for mi le..
i admit things change between us..
but i am wiling to give a last try cause fate bought us together and things just wont end tis way unless we both give up..
i will nv forget how she hug mi and things she say to mi before she was forced to leave..
althought she will be gone forever in my life but..i will remember things she did for mi and how she look after mi...at least i did my part...BYE DINH.
went to mos yesterday night...pictures will be upload later..
4:28 PM
