Monday, June 30, 2008
11:50 PM
Sunday, June 29, 2008
in such a short 4 hours...
lots of different hurting things happened to mi today
every single thing tat happen,i feel knife poking thru my heart.
having a weak heart now..but still a strong mi..
i can say tat its one of the most painful days in my life
thanks baby for being there..sorri for not telling you about how i feel..you noe i don wanna to say..i just wan a shoulder to lend on..its more then enough it..
how come every single shi t i do..i have to and need to think for so many ppl and no one will think for mi and noe wat i will face thru when they do things..
althought i am 18 le..but please remember tat..i have my max too..
just now wat i heard was really pain , i feel so accuse,but i cant say anything and i cant help but to hug onto my gong dai..and teared..have you all think of how much have a done to change everything.
i am tired le..wanted to leave but i cant..
baby then give mi his cosy leg to lay on..sayang mi to sleep on the car..
melaka trip was being cancel due to some reasons..
time for mi to rest now and settle my emotions first.still kind of unstable..
baby say today i don cook..he will cook for mi...thanks for being there when i feel so weak and jelly..giving mi moral support..you did the right thing today by not asking anything or doing anything.but just let mi hug and cry..don noe how much tears i wasted today..
thanks for understand wat i am going thru and willing to compromise...thanks for saying not to let mi worry about relationship things cause i still have tones of things to worry about and its..enough for mi le..
i admit things change between us..
but i am wiling to give a last try cause fate bought us together and things just wont end tis way unless we both give up..
i will nv forget how she hug mi and things she say to mi before she was forced to leave..
althought she will be gone forever in my life but..i will remember things she did for mi and how she look after mi...at least i did my part...BYE DINH.
went to mos yesterday night...pictures will be upload later..
4:28 PM
Sunday, June 22, 2008
had a lovely gals outing with my ladies..first stop cause way then lot one..
watched "you don mess with zohon"
erm..just a word..dirty but funny la..quite entertaining but not up to my standard yet
but i still enjoy a lot with my gals..
had pasta..then went down to find baby..
my mum and sister came back le!!!FINALLY..baby,siang ,jing yi dad and my ah yi follow mi to go pick them up
the bought alot of things..and my good sister bought mi a victoria secret de perfume and lip gloss but my mother pay la..haha..
TRUST IS VERY IMPORTANT..
without it..there is nothing in everything..
you ppl agree??
when i don do things on ppl.i don wan ppl to do tat thing to mi too..tat is mi...
11:45 PM
Wednesday, June 18, 2008
it was chaotic there
stupid justin!!it was his hand
it has been a crazy week again..
lots of things happen..things tat shouldnt have happen..
did my it show on sat and sun with my ladies and manage to sell 16 laptops in two days.erm..not so bad..
we are back to normal now le..and we celebrate our advances anni...
happy 32 month anni ladies..love ya..
i have been suffering alot..just tat maybe you don noe too..you are not the onli one suffering..do you noe wat i have been going thru..family thing.friends thing,rs thing..so you are not the worst..i am not the worst too..so lets cheer up..k
time is all i need..wat is best for the problem i am facing now??wat should i do??wat can i do??
no one to blame but myself!!
anyway my mum call mi just now..a bit sad la..she called because she care for mi..but i think the main reason is she wanna to noe wat my dad has been up to..and did she meet tat person..haiz!!
but still glad tat she called..why cant the fcuking bit ch just f*ck off from our family!
12:37 AM
Thursday, June 12, 2008
its had been a pretty rough week..quite a lot of things happen..
wll be working at sutec IT SHOW on sat and sun..hope tat tis time round will earn as much too.. and sell lots of laptop for toshiba..
my mum and sis going to china and hong kong le..they are so evil,despite i wanna to go,but i cant go..they still insist on going..throwing mi alone in singapore...it will be a lonely 9 days..haiz!
how come my dad don go..then i will be a free gal for 9 days..muhahahah..~~
doesnt matter...even if he say no..i will stl go out..this is WENTING PATTERN...
i just came back from dinner with baby and his parent at a restaurant having 48 different kind of dishes as buffet style..wow..super filling..cant really move after tat..spent 215 dollar on it..
relationship has been going thru happy and rough moments...hope things are all fine..
TOSHIBA..HERE I COME@!!!!
my life is so fcuk up!
baby..you are my boyfriend,guys tat contact mi are my friends..
love you not them..
9:51 PM
it was chaotic there
stupid justin!!it was his hand
