Friday, January 18, 2008
lots of things happen within these few days..haiz.. my dearest yisan..you must be strong..your sisters will be always there supporting you one!!! don noe why..i just feel super emo after hearing the news..i cant control my tears when i heard it on 15/jan 2008..luckily baby is there to console mi..feel better with him around.. my dearest san..you must noe tat even the world falls..we will take care and protect you from anything..you are always one of the best sister i had in my whole life..jia you!!!i noe nothings will let you fall cause you will also stand up and face it one!!love you san!! school reopen le..haiz..so boring..all theory..no more cooking lesson le..emo..i can no longer show off the food i cook to my parents!!nvm..i can cook tofu with minced meat with baby and my sisters to eat haha.. i don noe should i say..but sometimes i really feel such a failure..cause i cant gain enough of your trust and cant give you the kind of secure feeling..everytime you say those things..i will just feel useless again and again..haiz.. and when you say you trust tat the most..i feel damn emo la..you should noe why..but i just remain silent for tat moment cause i don wan anymore pissing here and there.. i love you..FULLSTOP..nothing more..
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