Tuesday, December 25, 2007

happily wana to blog about wat happen these few days..but after wat i heard my daddy and mum wanna mi to go..i totally depress and disappointed and emo..till cannot emo..
i was being ask to go to myammar with my sis and my mum..to take care of my sis and my mum..i don mind going to look after them..but they wanna to go on 31 dec..its a important day for mi..very very important..cause i promise someone who is very important tat i will celebrate tat day with him..i beg my dad and mum to let mi go at least after 31..maybe 1 jan..cause i really really wans to celebrate it with him. and spent more time with them..a few more hours i also happy,but they don wan,how!..how then i can let them change their mind.i am feeling so restless now..i don noe wat to do to change the thing..i really don wan to see you emo again..it just hurt my heart..i feel so helpless...wat can i do so tat i can go after 31..!!! i even suggest tat they go first..then i go find them alone..after the celebration with mi and him..
HOW HOW HOW...i really wanna to go after 31...tis is the first time i am so desperate for something..wat can i do to change their mind!!
plus if i go on 31..will onli be coming back on 9 jan.I DON WAN...next sem we can hardly spent time together le..then i cannot see you for 9 days..god it is killing mi..really super emo now..keep thinking cant see you for so long makes mi wanna to cry..i will miss you like hell !!i cant bear to leave you alone for so long..i don wan to break the promise between us..
i think tat pig is still sleeping..sms him nv reply mi...went home around 5 plus yesterday after sneaking out of house...and i think he sleep later...plus nv really slp much the day before..must be super tired..!!but i hope to see him now!!
I DON CARE! I WILL BE SELFISH FOR THESE FEW DAYS..BEFORE I LEAVE!

shall upload wat happen during those few days..after i feel better...feeling down now..