had two days of crazy standing and working in expo for the sitex IT road show sat and sun...god..i feel super tired with onli so few hours for those two days... sat after working was feeling down,disappointed in myself and feel tat being such a failure,feeling moody,negative,gulity,useless.I FEEL LIKE HEL L.. i headed down to find my laopo and darling at chinese garden then headed to my wife's place then pig,darly and ted came..i can no longer support my tears and hold them back..so i show my emotions which i nv tried tat ever before in front of my friends because of my family things i am so so so glad tat they are there for mi..drink abit and so pai sei..i was drunk and heard tat they bully mi..take my tures somemore..grrr!!actually again intended to go laopo house and stay but i when home around 3 plus..parents haven sleep so hang downstair with pig till around 5 am like tat..wow..its was cold..but i like..muhahaha.. woke up 7.30..i feel like my headed is being bang by the mrt lo..unluckily i had hangover...report to work..and was feeling so dead the whole day..everyone see my there most of them all say.."you look dam n sha g and tired"..manage to sell 9 lappys..oh..i meet so many funny,irritating,friendly,annoying,stupi d,cute,peverts,disgusting,humourous and cheerful customer...tis is why i love my job..oh yea..and thanks laopo and darly for coming to find mi..touched!! don noe is come find mi or using my as excues hor..haha.then met pig for supper.. ..didn get to sleep much again..woke up at 6.50am prepare for the principle of cooking de practical exam..cooking a dishes tat my and darling never cook before de..cause last time we nv go for tat lesson..die le..but we mange to prevent it from getting burn and it turns out to be edible..haha..i am feeling a bi sick..,dizzy think really have to replenish my sleepness before i get sick during exams..
9:32 PM
this is my life!
i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE
tis is wat i love
her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her movie freak traveling taking pictures cobi listening to all kind of music freedom life meeting new friends lovely and friendly ppl being independent sunset & sun rise spending money on food instead of shopping a life with laugher and happiness challenging myself with new stuff natural things being leave alone when i say so
tis is wat i wan to ahieve
quit clubbing be more obiendent prevent myself from injury healthy lifestyle no drinking quit smoking be on time spend more time with my love ones appreciates ppl around mi make over my room till i got the rite feel prevent my wallet from missing again prevent feeling depress. to be successful justice wan ppl to be happy to believe in myself A HAPPY LIFE
tis is wat i hate
playboy liars & fakers ppl without senses of responsibility ppl who arent sincere childish ppl violent ppl overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings ppl who control mi arrogant ppl the feeling of losing waiting illness problematic ppl promise breakers backstabbers unreasonable ppl feeling sleepy feeling moody being call NASTY NAMES being accuse
