Saturday, November 24, 2007
sorry...sorry for tat being there for you when you need mi the most.. i was so shock and disappointed when i heard wat happen but i feel super heart pain ..much much more then disappointment,i tot we share everything?? how come need ppl to come tell mi wat have you done..? you know i will always be there for you de..but why you choose to hid it from mi..i really very very sad...i tot i was the second you who can really share anything?? wat happen to all the deals and promises we made?i swear to god i will do anything and everything for you..as long as i can and i wont complaint..even i cant help you..i will try my best to ask for help..but you nv even approach mi and tell mi wat happen and how can i help..maybe its hard to say but you noe i wont throw you onli not helping you or look down on you de.. you already noe all my deepest secret..every single thing i tell you,i share with you and cry with you..but you choose to handle it yourself.. i am truely sorry tat i didn make out enough time for you...but i swear to god and everyone can be withness tat from today onwards..i will do anything to help you solve and settle problems tat i can handle.. its not entirely your fault..i am at wrong too.cause i really don noe wat happen and i nv ask or help..but since now i noe..i will help you in any ways TRUST MI...i wil never ever let you fight the battle onli.. when i need you are always there for mi..but mi leh..stu pid mi always don have time for you and i didn understand how you feel and how helpness state you are in..i now keep thinking i feel like killing myself..WHY...WHY i nv even bother to ask and when you ask mi do something regarding wat happen i nv help!! STUP ID MI!!GRRRRRR.... I HATE MYSELF FOR BEING SUCH A LOUSY PERSON NOT HELPING SOMEONE TAT IS SO CLOSE TO MI.. i mention tat i will nv do things i regret..yea i don regret for not helping her..cause i noe myself regret wont help..the more wise decision is to help her and hold her up..with all my best and all my stength... don ask mi wat happen..sorry but i cant betray her.. i just need sometime to face the facts , calm down and handle it..
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