Saturday, October 20, 2007
my siang and mi!!
yesterday nearly scare myself to death..saw sis dash across the road to chase my mum..that are cars coming lo..then i also dash across..scare dao our aunty..
i am really very xin ku..
xin ku dao i am speechless.
i feel hopeless..
i cant tell anyone about it..
i cant share with anyone..
no one,nobody in the world will understand and noe how i feel and wat i am facing now..
for so many years le..even ppl super close to mi also don noe..
i don mind keeping it as a secret forever..but the things is all piling up creating a burden to my life..no matter i step one step up or one step down,its all wrong de decision..
i really hate to be a faker,telling white lies,two headed snake anymore..but i have no choice..cause tats my onli choice..
my dog tat daddy give mi is my everything..it may sound childish..but its really the best listener i had in my life.watever i tell him..or complaint to it..my dog will nv spread it out or confront mi back wor..
STOP ASKING..!! I NEED A BREAK!
dedicate to siang de..:i am really touch tat you send mi tat msg yesterday...i really feel like crying..actually maybe you are right..but i am just trying to be a control freak to control my emotions..but tats wat i am suppose to do and to continue it forever..till it ends.but i think it will nv end..like i say..if you are with mi tat moment..i surely kiss you and hug you till your face rot wor.siang..just your simple msg..you boost all my energy up and giving mi lots of super powerful de moral support wor..LOVE YOU..!!BEST COUSINPS:SIANG ONLI I CAN CALL WOR..!!HAHA
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