Thursday, August 09, 2007
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the desktop i am using now really sucks to the core..
i cant upload my photos..all because of the stupid virus it kena!!
i am fucking angry..
why cant you just tell mi who is the one leaking out my things and stuff tat i am doing..if you were in my shoes i am sure you will wan to noe the same thing too..RITE!!
i heard a lot of things..things tat are not true and things i find ridiculous
but i choose to believe onli half of it..cause i noe you well and believe you wont say such thing..but have you even spare a thought for mi..tat person can tell you..same can also tell others..i wan to noe who tat person is!!
of cos..i will not confront tat person...am i tat harsh in doing things..
i noe wat i am doing and my limits..
don tell mi..those things..bullshit!
do you noe how i feel when i feel betray by someone i trust..and wanting to find out from someone who noe.. but i got nothing..it feels like shit..
just carry on with your life..i think there is nothing much more to say anymore..
and i didn call and scold you..i cal to noe the truth too bad you don wan to tell mi..and i think you heard mi..i say it clean and clear..!!
finally puking out the anger inslde my heart..its complicated la..
had school as usual...
we had our hospitality sales exam..trust mi..if i fail i will go bang the wall..the teacher even give mi the ans for my question when i ask him..we were like offically copying each other work with the help of the teacher..haha
i simply love him,i wan more exams from him.haha
reahc home around 4 plus and slack and eat..
actually wanna to meet someone but decided not too..cause haiz..its a long story.
feeling confuse now..don noe wat to do..
ANYWAY haven i make myself clear enough..i prefer to be single..for the moment till i really find a guy tat suit mi the most..and i don wan to give it a try or wat..its a feeling i am toking abt..not a thing or wat..
sorry to be frank but don mind mi saying..
i really wanna to be alone now..
of cos we can still sms as friends but if you all keep TELLING OR ASKING mi the same thing..i will just ask you to stop contacting mi de..
feel irritated when ppl just keep sms mi..saying things tat i have just told them..!!
meet up my laopo san..and have a 2 plus hour chat and making of videos..
yan sms..i noe la..she is always a very busy gal..but we still love her alot.
don worry darling yan..i will cal you whenever we met up de k..tats for sure!!
reach home around 12 am plus..daddy was kind enough to fetch mi home..
meet a old lady..wanting us to bring her home. cause of her leg..
and telling us how poorthing she is..without money..starving herself for days..
my dad give her some money..and when she alight..
my dad say.."ting you noe..this is the second time i pick her up last time i did pick her up b4,telling mi the same story..butsince she is old..its ok la..small $$ give her..is ok"
tats wat i love abt my dad..kind. and got limits..
of cos my mum too.!!
bascially i love my parents
I WAN UPLOAD MY PICTURES..THEY ARE GROWING DUST!!
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