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Thursday, August 09, 2007







the desktop i am using now really sucks to the core..
i cant upload my photos..all because of the stupid virus it kena!!
i am fucking angry..
why cant you just tell mi who is the one leaking out my things and stuff tat i am doing..if you were in my shoes i am sure you will wan to noe the same thing too..RITE!!
i heard a lot of things..things tat are not true and things i find ridiculous
but i choose to believe onli half of it..cause i noe you well and believe you wont say such thing..but have you even spare a thought for mi..tat person can tell you..same can also tell others..i wan to noe who tat person is!!
of cos..i will not confront tat person...am i tat harsh in doing things..
i noe wat i am doing and my limits..
don tell mi..those things..bullshit!
do you noe how i feel when i feel betray by someone i trust..and wanting to find out from someone who noe.. but i got nothing..it feels like shit..
just carry on with your life..i think there is nothing much more to say anymore..
and i didn call and scold you..i cal to noe the truth too bad you don wan to tell mi..and i think you heard mi..i say it clean and clear..!!

finally puking out the anger inslde my heart..its complicated la..
had school as usual...
we had our hospitality sales exam..trust mi..if i fail i will go bang the wall..the teacher even give mi the ans for my question when i ask him..we were like offically copying each other work with the help of the teacher..haha
i simply love him,i wan more exams from him.haha
reahc home around 4 plus and slack and eat..
actually wanna to meet someone but decided not too..cause haiz..its a long story.
feeling confuse now..don noe wat to do..
ANYWAY haven i make myself clear enough..i prefer to be single..for the moment till i really find a guy tat suit mi the most..and i don wan to give it a try or wat..its a feeling i am toking abt..not a thing or wat..
sorry to be frank but don mind mi saying..
i really wanna to be alone now..
of cos we can still sms as friends but if you all keep TELLING OR ASKING mi the same thing..i will just ask you to stop contacting mi de..
feel irritated when ppl just keep sms mi..saying things tat i have just told them..!!

meet up my laopo san..and have a 2 plus hour chat and making of videos..
yan sms..i noe la..she is always a very busy gal..but we still love her alot.
don worry darling yan..i will cal you whenever we met up de k..tats for sure!!
reach home around 12 am plus..daddy was kind enough to fetch mi home..
meet a old lady..wanting us to bring her home. cause of her leg..
and telling us how poorthing she is..without money..starving herself for days..
my dad give her some money..and when she alight..
my dad say.."ting you noe..this is the second time i pick her up last time i did pick her up b4,telling mi the same story..butsince she is old..its ok la..small $$ give her..is ok"
tats wat i love abt my dad..kind. and got limits..
of cos my mum too.!!
bascially i love my parents

I WAN UPLOAD MY PICTURES..THEY ARE GROWING DUST!!

12:49 AM

this is my life!


i AM A 19 YEARS OLD ORDINARY GAL WHO WANS A EXTRAORDINARY LIFE

tis is wat i love


her friends and family..+ppl who are sincere and love her
movie freak
traveling
taking pictures
cobi
listening to all kind of music
freedom life
meeting new friends
lovely and friendly ppl
being independent
sunset & sun rise
spending money on food instead of shopping
a life with laugher and happiness
challenging myself with new stuff
natural things
being leave alone when i say so

tis is wat i wan to ahieve


quit clubbing
be more obiendent
prevent myself from injury
healthy lifestyle
no drinking
quit smoking
be on time
spend more time with my love ones
appreciates ppl around mi
make over my room till i got the rite feel
prevent my wallet from missing again
prevent feeling depress.
to be successful
justice
wan ppl to be happy
to believe in myself
A HAPPY LIFE

tis is wat i hate


playboy
liars & fakers
ppl without senses of responsibility
ppl who arent sincere
childish ppl
violent ppl
overly emotional ppl who always have overly negative thinkings
ppl who control mi
arrogant ppl
the feeling of losing
waiting
illness
problematic ppl
promise breakers
backstabbers
unreasonable ppl
feeling sleepy
feeling moody
being call NASTY NAMES
being accuse

linkers...


Jiayan
Xiaohan
Yisan
Raynell
gerradine
jaslin
justin
shishi
constance
pat
chun shuen
cheng yi
coconut
xing wei



Memoirs


June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
April 2009
May 2009
June 2009
July 2009
August 2009
September 2009
October 2009

songs


Hush Hush - The Pussycat Dolls