Thursday, August 02, 2007
i had some problems today..
but i am tired of handling it.so today i decided to avoid it..and ran to evi house and stay..for a night..
after carry such a heavy burden every single da.i am tired..feel lke letting every thing down..
i am always struck in the middle..they nv tot of my feelings.
for normal days i try to tolerate it.but becos tml i got exam..i ran out of house..
they stop mi and i cried"why, why always do tat to mi..i am sick and tired being in the middle of you all de adult stuff..don always pull mi in..!!"
got a few times i just wan to breakdown and cry..but i noe i cant..cause if i do tat..the house will go crazy..and i am the onli one supporting tis house now..cos my sis when oversea..
MUM,DAD i love you al but,pls spare a thinking for mi..i miss my family in the pass..i noe you all have depression and i always try to give moral support and pulling tis family together but everyone have its max..
i am reaching le.!!
give mi a breaklet mi breathe,i wan you al to be as loving as last time
i don wan to hear anything stupid again.i don wan the history to repeat again!!
anyway i got to thanks my darling sis evi for letting mi stay at her house and be my listener
thanks muack!
12:38 AM
