Friday, July 06, 2007
sleep till 1 o clock exactly today..feeling so slack and moody today..don noe y also ar..
don feel like going out too..so just hang around at home..watching tv, suffing net..
no matter wat i do just cant help myself feeling moody..this type of situation onli happen to mi like twice in my life time lo..and today is the second time..meet out san and han today..they are always there for mi,listening to my thoughts and giving mi precious advise and solutions.
they are the onli one who see my weak side of my life and nv leave mi fighting alone..
i can be strong in front of all my other friends..but in front of them..i cant help myself but to reveal all my feelings..vomitting out all my deepest secret in side mi..secrets tat i wont tell anyone else and hid from everyone else.all these are including (JIA YAN)just tat today she got somethings going on..cannot meet us..
always feel much much more better after talking to them,today
san told mi alot today..i should haven taken their advices in the first place.she also go thru wat i am going thru now and she totally understand how i feel,maybe wat you say is rite..its easy to say but difficult to do..but
i will prove tat wat i say i will do it....plaza a lot of small kids..(teens tat cant grow up.)hanging around..when i was about to go home..despo cal mi..'wenting wenting' so many time and i cant heard him till san tell mi..
aiya he also small kid la..
9:20 PM
