Monday, July 09, 2007
things have been going so not smoothly these days...i wonder why..i even ask my mummy bring mi to the best temple to pray ar..
yesterday sunday..i finally have the courage to do something tat i always wanted to do..
i type and i hit the send button..
tis few days have beed a night mare with all the mix feelings and stupid thigs tat happen to mi..
for the feelings..
THESE SHALL EXPLAIN__
i noe tat i should get on with my life
i try to smile so tat the hurt wont show
tell everyone,i was glad to see you go..
but the tears just wont go away..
i noe tat i have to find someone new,
but all i found is myself always thinking of you..
no matter wat i do,its not a good time to live thru
i cant go on like this and i will move on i asure you..
compressing all my feelings into a tiny little bottle..
NO MORE..i shall release and let them go freely..to where it belongs.
giving my hopes and taking it away is a torture for mi..
and i shall not face it anymore.
maybe letting it go is the best choice and i shall fulfil it..
no more blank promises and words..
A NEW LIFE AWAITS MI AND I CANT WAIT TO MOVE ON..
yesterday..while sleeping half way..you believe a not..my fan spoilt..it burnt lo..then got a smell..haiz wo cannot sleep cause too smelly and too hot..
bo bian have to go my sis room and sis..the best thing..no matress..
i have to sleep on the hard floor..like sleeping in the coffin..!!when i woke up..i trip in the toilet..how luckily i am..!!HAHA
today first day of the new terms..and it start off not very good with weird weird teachers coming into the class..
had my maths results back..i did ok..
but some of my gals..didn do very well but its ok..work hard together tis semester..kk promise..
9:58 PM
